I feel lost today...       

I hate my job...

It's almost Christmas and I haven't gotten paid yet...

I thought it was just a crush but it's so much more than that...

She make's me a better me

She's everything I have ever wanted in a person...

She doesn't even know I'm alive...

 

I feel hopeless today...

I just wanna run away...

This year has been hell on me...

2008's fading away...

 

The negative's out weigh the positives...

And its killing me today...

 

I feel useless today...

The weight of the world is on my shoulders...

The ones I love oblivious to my pain...

My smile has run away...

I'm here physically but gone emotionally...

I still just wanna run away...

 

My heart beats a sadder beat...

My world fading at my feet...

I feel spiteful today...

Hating the world as if it was to blame...

                                                           

The pain too much to bare today...

Again I wanna run away...

I crave the sun and beach so much...

Stuck in Chicago wearing hats and gloves...

Sitting at my desk just daydreaming...

Warmth, and sunshine on my mind...

But I feel cold today...

I feel lonely today...

 

My friends and I on two different planes...

I feel gone today...

Lost today...

Hopeless today...

I wish it was yesterday...