Originally written July 28, 2026
Today’s update.
I woke up, took a shower, took my meds and went for my iron infusion. I came home to a new vacuum, so I even managed to vacuum my floor. And I ate some food.
That’s actually a decent amount for me right now.
Now I’m back in bed, feeling sad and depressed, watching Whatnot and buying crystals.
Because apparently grief doesn’t stop me from buying more crystals.
And honestly, there are worse coping mechanisms.
Today wasn’t a good day or a bad day. It was just another day of figuring out how to exist in this new version of my life.
I took care of myself. I took care of a few things around the house. I ate. I did what I needed to do.
And then I crawled back into bed and bought some crystals.
That’s where I am today.